045 - A Simple Question Makes You Look Away... ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) voicesinmyhead |
[Jun. 23rd, 2008|09:30 am] |
He's right.
I do get into debates and arguments easier than I can answer a simple question like the one he put to me.
I know he's right. I can admit that he is right. I just don't know how to bring myself to answer the question that he has asked.
"What do you feel, Leia?"
Yes, I did look away when he asked me that question. I didn't look away for the reasons he and others might suspect, though.
I looked away from his question because I DO know what I feel. I know how I feel, but not how to answer Han's question.
"What do you feel, Leia?"
I feel a great many things -- especially where he is concerned. I know what I feel when it comes to him, yet I just don't know what I should tell him.
He's leaving soon. He has made no secret of his plans when the repairs to his ship are completed. He has always been honest about this. He's leaving soon, and so I dare not tell him that I love him. The space pirate.
Better that I should look away when the question is asked. Look away from him and avoid answering the question that causes my heart to break everytime I think about him leaving.
Muse: Princess Leia Organa
Fandom: Star Wars IV-VI and Beyond
Words: 219 |
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| 023 - Do you believe in an Afterlife? voicesinmyhead |
[Jan. 2nd, 2008|01:38 pm] |
023 - Do you believe in an Afterlife? What do you expect to find when you get there?
I'm not sure if there is what you would call an Afterlife. If there was, there wouldn't be so much unhappiness and regrets over things that have happened and people that have gone on.
Some people that die become one with the Force... others move on. The ones with the Force can sometimes talk with you... others cannot.
Is that what the Afterlife is? I do not know. I have my hands full trying to keep things going in this life.
But... if it were something that exists, if it were possible...
...I would hope to see my mother there.
Muse: Princess Leia Organa
Fandom: "Star Wars"
Words: 100 |
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| voicesinmyhead 007 - What was your greatest loss? |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
Alderaan.
Alderaan was definitely and completely my greatest loss in my entire life.
What other ruler can say they lost their entire planet as they watched?
I stood there, unable to do anything to stop it from happening as Tarkin tested the new weapon they had on their so-called Death Star.
The planet was blown up immedaitely and I lost everyone -- family, friends, comapanions, allies.
I don't think I have ever experienced a more all-consuming loss.
Muse: Princess Leia Organa
Fandom: "Star Wars"
Word Count: 77 |
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